happi bday baby sam. it would be ur 1st bday today. i realli hope ur looking down on us as an angel making sure we are safe =).

12:38 PM



Hmm feel like blogging again. Well at least once in awhile i guess. Life is rather fun i guess hahas. leaving for philippines tmr - im so gonna die if theres no internet -. recently been addicted to mermaid melody songs again XD! hahas i cant wait for this saturday, i really hope my mum can hire a van ><;; PLS PLS PLS PLS!! im gonna pray to find one. i realli want to go to manila's toycon! D<. anyway i should bring books to ph to read. im so in love with romance novels! meg cabot books rocks hahas.


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I'm awake, I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life

Right here, right now
Stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake, and I'm alive

6:55 PM


If you weren’t existed in this world, how would the lives of the people around you be?
Will they be happier?
Will they be sadder?
Will this world still be the same?

All of us asked ourselves this question at least once in our lifetime. Some were asked upon by others.

What is the meaning of existence?
Why were you created to suffer at the point of birth?

Some people are born rich while others struggled to survive through a day’s meal.
Some people are born smart while others struggled to get themselves through colleague.

You looked at those who are financially stronger than yourself.
You envy their abilities to get what they want.

Then you would ask yourself
“Why were you born?”

Be it a mistake, a moment of extended pleasure or even planned for by your parents.

Your very existence means a lot to the people around you.

You give your parents someone to scold when you don’t well for your grades.
You give your classmates your notes to copy or normally it would be vice versa.
You give your friends moments of laughter when all of you get together.
You give your first love to your crush.
You give your first girlfriend your first kiss.
You give your parents their first allowance.
You give your wife her first wedding ring.
You give your child their first breath of life.



Then you looked back at all the memories that you’ve gain and all the others that people remember you for.

Isn’t it wonderful that because you are existed to experience the meaning of life?

“Love is you, you have to love yourself before you learn to love others”

1:49 AM


hahas i found out why i sleep facing the wall now. i always thought because i was scared but i realize its because kaname's poster is next to my bed on the wall. i would stare at it at night and fall aslp! and this is how i got my habit to slp on my left =.=" i used to have a habit on slping to me right b4 kaname was on my wall hahas~ recently addicted to skillet songs~ woo so cool~~ k-on ended as well T.T sob sobs so saddddd i cried hahas. well at least now im updating abit hahas =) ILOVEKANAME~

9:37 AM


manage to sneak in and watch as its nc16 =X. underage onli 14 OTL. all i had to do was say yes when they asked me if i was 16 lawls. joker. quite funny lol! and kinda perverted >///<". anyway main topic



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I hate love. i really do, irritating onli causes most ppl suffering lawls. was hoping for them to be happy but they werent in the end. hopefully they will be and i will leave the picture permanently. i was only the substitute for ya. you couldnt have her so u had to turn to me. yea how smart she still liked you but u jus didnt notice. nvm its the end nw =D i dun wan anymore trouble.

12:45 AM





their story is so sad... i really need my season 2 realse or the game! rawr!!


its so touching how battler say its his and beato's game and no outsiders are allowed. even if beato was unable to continue he tried his hardest to continue it for he and end her suffering

4:05 PM





oh my gosh i just love beato and battlar together! its so sad! i cried they are so cute together!! BEATOXBATTO IS LOVED!!!!

4:02 PM




so in love with his song <3333333333

2:31 AM


Today was cross-country. Since my stamina is low I ran/walk non stop but was mostly walking most of the way XD. well i didn't get top 50 or anything nvm theres always next year! Thanks to Satan Ruiko-chan from A Centain Magical Railgun for the motivation ( referance episode 14 ). Well went to Orchard Road after the run went by taxi. Me and Danica went out together since we went directly after the run which WanLin didn't like the idea because we would be sweaty. We changed into home clothes there. The shop Danica wanted to go to was cose sadly. Well I happy that i bought my coronets! Me and Danica also made this handphone strap as well ( not really sure what its called ). We then went to bugis we snuck in since we were underage to go in XD WOW how lucky we were! Manage to catch afew things out of luck at their ufo catcher o_o. we stay there quite long and manage to catch 3 things altogether. danica got 2 while i got 1. Ate at ThaiExpress, THE FOOD WAS AWESOME! Too bad i couldn't finished it. Went up to arcade to play again plan fail epicly T.T but on our way down we saw WanLin and Crisa going out. Since i took the arcade card we had to go up again so i could give WanLin her card again. Crisa was angry at me for leaving her behind because it was late, well its not my fault im a goodytwoshoes =.= well looked around then went home. THE END



Typing my blog post in correct english is way hard, but its to improve my english can't help it.

P.S. Danica thats our little secret for now XD

8:02 PM


hehes my preorder of ritsu tainaka is ready to be paid and shipped! quite exp to order online but latendo always have stock shortage! people had there orders with in one week even if they jus manage to squeeze in there order... but latendo has to wait like 3months jus for it =.= realsed in Nov became get it on Jan. WTH LO! and sometime thay cant grantee a figure if its high on demand ( like k-on goods ). anyway i tidy up my anime figures on the shelf and dusted them and put up my petite nendo of miku and frens XD

10:16 PM





GRATS TO MY THUMB DRIVE FOR SURVIVING BEING WASHED IN THE WASHING MACHINE BANZAI! IT STILL WORKSS~

3:45 PM


hehes blogging from ph. no msn here so sad T.T but at least theres internet today my grandmoms 76th bday hahas cousins dance to nobody will post video some time soon will collect cospaly tmr ~ XD

6:01 PM






today went to watch avatar in 3d =D with danica ^^. quite nice! too bad the pretty pilot girl died.. =( i like the way she talk as well XD ' i didn't sign up for this shit ' she said the samething as francis in l4d! they use explosive ammo and incendiary ammo ehich reminded me of l4d2! ahahahas! the show had a decent ending as well! didnt finish the pop corn XD me and danica went to arcade. played ufo catcher danica attempted to catch 1st all her tries failed XD on my 1st go mannage to catch and got angel from stitch hehes. danica was pissed and left soon went to ntuc bought choco pie (EAT IT ITS FRICKING NICE!) and had 2dollars change went to arcade to try to help danica catch and manage to catch it yays! hahas went to bugis neoprint went home and packed from tmrs trip. =D well bb everyone i will be away for a long long time. pls dun forget abt me. leaving early in the morning around 830... but hav to wake up at 5 =.= anyway buaiiss everyone

7:47 PM


yesterday and today was anime festival asia 09 it was quite packed and squeezy.

day 1 : the first thing we did was to look around and explore and wnet to ' moe moe kyun ' maid cafe. Ami-chan served us that day she quite cute XD. after serving the food they would do this food power up by saying ' moe moe kyun power up ' it was kinda weird. i order and omerice the omellet itself was alright but i didnt fish the soup or the tea. next we continued walking around went to arcade took pics of cosplayers XD. didnt buy that much so had quite alot left XD

day 2 : everyone woke up late to go DX but no worries mannage to eat breakfast there at the maid cafe again XD hehes this time Yukiko-chan served us after eating me and crisa went to the main stage abt 1 or 1 and a half hours be k-on started. kaname-san was so handsome in real life! and his cosplay we realstic! hehes next was a performance by yoshimi, tomomi and miyake from moe moe kyun cafe hahas they dance so cute but they kinda liped sing lol ... next tomomi sang ' bouken desho desho ' from suzumiya haruhi. she can sing quite well!! next was a small dubbing by the mc and yoshimi hahas quite cool the dubbing machine XD. NEXT UP WAS K-ON SEIYUU LIVE DUBBING! LOVE AZUSA AND MIO! HEHES ALL THE SEIYUU DAMN CUTE! but so sad mio ( yoko hikasa ) was nt there T.T nvm i had my azusa-chan there i hope one day they will come again with all 5 members and do a live performance XD!! next we just walked around arcade awhile took pics of cosplayers and bought some goods and went home =) i enjoyed my 2 days there.














MORE TO COME MAYBE!

10:26 PM


today happens to be ticket collection day for afa =). collecting the ticket was quite faster then i expected barely even 3mins cos there was very little people and collection was fast. we (crisa, tiffany and i) when to walk around. went to otaku house and hatsune miku coustume was 139 (quite exp mayb i should tailor make it?) hahas then we soon ate pizza hut... its kinda embrarrssing eating with tiffany... then soom aft went to arcade was kinda lucky cos i manage to 3things with the ufo catcher but took one for myself and let crisa and tiffany have one as well. tried to catch another one but it seems that i was onli destined to catch one for each person lol. soon went home realli cant wait for tmr =D

11:20 PM